[Kimmidoll.]

So,
ive relapsed
9th time
dam
im determined to get this busy this time
since its going to be my biggest disctraction
ive had nothing
since
sunday
its friday
thats i lie
ive ate, and purged
but not binged
i hate a bulimic relapse i prefer ana,
i was trying to loose weight for my birthday which is on the twelfe but i cant have a simple diet, the boyfriend hasnt noticed yet thank god.
last night
please dont judge
i did binge
on chips

i stayed awake and cried while marc was asleep
i will fast them away, im such a disgrace i hate myself